I'm so sad..

Thursday, 9 Aug 07, 5.35pm in Yotsuya room

Hi Diary,
Actually today I have no mood writing a diary because I'm so sad today. *Ihikss.. ihikss.. prottt* But I'm still writing diary now because I want to remember this day, 09/08/07! It's a nice combination, isnt't it? This morning I thought today will be a good day when I saw calendar.. But today is actually my sad day... Do you remember that today is the day I'm applying for my visa extension? Yesh, I went to the imigration this morning and they rejected my application!! I told them that I'm now waiting for my spouse visa to be issued on 20 Aug while my tourist visa will be expired on 16 Aug. It's only 4 days different. The reason they did not want to extend was because it's their policy that I have to go out from Japan and go to other country to convert my status from visitor to a dependent. Any country is fine as long as it has Japan Embassy in there. I was busy finding an air ticket today. I still need to discuss with Ron tonite about where I should go.. LA, London, or Jakarta? *I write the last option in small capital with a hope that he'll miss the last one*

Arghhhh.. I really don't wanna go now because of 10 reasons:
1. I need to spend money
2. I need to pack my luggage
3. It will be a long and tiring trip Tokyo-Singapore-Jakarta-Solo, I think 1 day isn't enough.
4. Next week is my moving house week, I need to buy and settle lots of things
5. I'm not ready for another farewell with my family at the airport now. Last month's farewell with tears and "lips shaking" (akibat nahan nangis) is enough for me.
6. I'll miss my hubby
7. He'll miss me
8. I'll miss him again
9. He'll miss me again
10. We'll miss each other!!

Ok, cool down Abbie... think about 10 good things going back to Indo? Ok, I got it!
1. I'll see my mum
2. I'll see my dad
3. I'll see my sis
4. I'll see my bros
5. I'll see my prettiest niece, Celine!
6. I can bring my stuff from my home
7. I can go shopping again!
8. I can bring my 60x90cm wedding picture this time. Yesh!
9. I can eat Indonesian food, yummyyy..
10. I can bring Korean VCD and some novels :D

Well, 10-10! I feel better now. Good! Think positive.. Anyway, I'll be away for around 10-12 days. It's quite long, rite? Ehh.. I found 1 other thing I don't wanna go. Ron will be doing the Japan Law test on 20 Aug and I'll be away on that day. I mean I can't give him morale support and so on so forth, you know.. *Mungkin aja dia malah hepi ga ada yg gangguin belajar di masa2 kritis* Yea, Yea, you're rite.. It's ok... don't think about it and just goooo... :(

-Sad Abbie-