5.16.2007

Check List

Wednesday, 16 May 07, 7.56pm in office

Hi my little diary,
I only have 2 more days left working at this company.. I feel so happy as well as sad.. I'm happy coz I don't need to care about works, annoying clients, and sickening politics in office!! But, I'm sad coz I'll have to leave my good friends in this office..

This morning I took half day leave so that I could settle my things like applying Japan visa, collecting my plane ticket, etc. Below are the checklist on what I've done and what I still need to do:

What I've Done:
1. Applied visa (it took 2 trips to apply visa since my first application was rejected *sigh*)
2. Collected my plane ticket to Solo
3. Sold 2 units of TVs (one is Ron's, the other one is mine)
4. Sold my Twist & Shape (read: Gave away my Twist & Shape for FREE) :(
5. Collected my T&Co rings that have been engraved
6. Chose photos and submitted to King Photo on what I want to put in album (it took long time to do it, manz..)
7. Closed my bank account
8. Registered company (for future use just in case I wanna do business in Japan.. *beriman*)
9. Opened a corporate bank account for my new company
10. Registered CPF for my new company

To do List In Singapore:
1. Collect my visa on Friday
2. Sell my laptop and printer in Simlim (wait for Oy to come)
3. Buy SKII masks for cip2
4. Buy 'titipan' Ron's sister
5. Clean my room before Oy comes coz he's alergic to dust
6. Take unused empty boxes from supermarket - to pack my stuff
7. Clear my office desk
8. Throw away my furnitures at basement carpark (chair, computer table, TV table, side table - need Oy to help me)
9. Buy 'a mysterious gift for Ron'!! hahahaha...
10. Pay rent and internet bill (blom bayar internet bill sejak bulan December 2006)
11. Buy Bday gift for Oy
12. Collect pay cheque from company
13. Go to Ron's apartment to check letters etc
14. Finish my wedding website
15. Finish my office projects before I leave (it's not that I'm so nice and responsible employee but that's what my boss requires)
16. Get testimonial letter from my boss
17. Drop cheque at CPF Building
18. Shop till drop! (mumpung masih di S'pore)
hmm.. what else? Oh iyaaa... the most important thing is PACK MY STUFF!! Semua barang di kamar and kamar mandi harus bisa masuk ke dalam 3 koperku! Haruss!! Otherwise, I must throw them away.. huhuhuhu..

I'm so hungry now.. I wanna grab sponge cake downstairs nyam.. nyammm.. my SHAPE magazine said that eating sponge cake is the best choice since it only contains 5 gr of fat and 50 calories!

Bye diary..

Cheers
-Busy Abbie-

5.15.2007

My 'Twist & Shape' Money is GONE!!

Tuesday, 15 May 07, 10.58 am in office

I had a very bad experience last nite.. about my Twist & Shape.. you know what happened?? I lost the money ‘hasil penjualan’ my dear twist & shape, huuuuuuuu… I remember I put the money in my jeans’ pocket, it’s $90. At that time I also put my other $10 in that pocket just in case the buyer would gave me $100. Last nite I just remembered that I had not put that money in my wallet so I rushed back to my room to check the money… you know what, I was like crying the whole nite.. I only found $10, where has my $90 gone to???!!! It’s not because I lost $90 and I cried.. but because it’s the money from my Twist & Shape!! I sacrificed my feeling to part with it but now.. even the money doesn’t belong to me.. “I’m so sorry my dear twist & shape, I sold you for nothing…”

The first thing I was thinking when I found out that the money wasn’t in my pocket “Apa lelaki berbaju item kemarin isa magic pa???” I searched my whole apartment even inside my toilet bowl, below my bed, behind cupboard (just in case I dropped it somewhere), the money wasn’t anywhere found.. I really cried the whole niteeee.. without anybody knows and cares.. in an empty room without TV (I sold my TV already).. crying while searching the money.. and remembering happy moments when I was still happily pedaling up there.. this morning I got popeye swollen eyes.. uhuk uhuk uhuk… I have the same feeling like 'putus cinta ditinggal pacar' now.. :'(

Cheers
-'Deeply in Sadness' Abbie-

5.14.2007

My After-Midnite Experience

Monday, 14 Apr 07, 9.40am in office

Morning little diary..
Last nite I couldn’t sleep till 2am plus... I think it was because I drank coffee in the evening or because I took nap for 2 hours in the afternoon.. after 2 hours ‘gedebak-gedebuk’ on my bed, I decided to call Ron since it was 2pm there.. we talked for 20mins on the phone then he asked me to sleep! I wish I could sleep! If I could sleep, I wouldn’t call him! *sigh*

I turned on my TV again, do you know that the TV shows after midnite are mostly GHOST STORY?? Stupid me watched it!! It was about a Chinese mother who accidentally lost her baby.. her baby kept blaming her mother for killing her and always appeared on her mother’s dream.. the most scary part was, the mother liked to play with a doll (the doll was wearing red Chinese dress)! She put the doll on her bed and treated it like her lost baby girl.. every time she played with the doll, the baby ghost appeared… WAAaaaaaAAAAaaaAAaa!!!! I was stunned till I couldn’t reach my remote control and switch to other channel..

Finally I managed to switch to channel U! It was an online Sudoku game.. hahaha.. I like it! Sudoku is a numbering game, we have to put the numbers 1-9 to the correct boxes. This game needs a calculation, it made my cute little brain so tired after trying to play it for about 15mins.. the screen was also red so my eyes couldn’t take it for so long.. and finally.. zzzZZZzzzzZZZzz… it’s a good TV program that should be played after midnite.. for those who desperately need to sleep like me.. not a ghost ‘freaking scary’ story! Thanks to Channel U!

Hey, I need to get back to work now.. my last week in this office! Yuhuuuu!!
See you soon, diary..

Cheers
-Abbie-

5.13.2007

45 Things a Woman NEEDS, not WANTS! :P

Sunday, 13 Apr 07, 11.40pm at home

Hi again.. here are 45 tips to a guy.. all women from any level of age need these!!! We're not high demanding, we just need what we naturally need.. guys, you practice those in BIG capitals will be enough! ^_^
*praying that Ron will read this... please God.. please God..*

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-SHARE SECRETS
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly
6-HUG HER
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-LET HER BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE WITH YOUR FRIENDS
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-WHEN SHE SAYS SHE LOVES YOU MORE, DENY IT, FIGHT BACK! The more you fight back, the happier she's!
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-KISS HER UNEXPECTADLY
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THEWAIST
19-TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her! (DON'T TELL HER IF YOU HONESTLY FEEL SHE'S UGLY, FAT, NOT SEXY, OTHER GIRL IS PRETTIER!)
21-kiss her on the lips
22-Don't ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff
23-Tell her what feels good
24-MAKE HER FEEL LOVED
25-BUY HER STUFF, SMALL THINGS CAN HELP
26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school/work, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever sheneeds you, & even when she doesn't need you, JUST BE THERE so she'll know that she can always count on you
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. WHILE IN THE MOVIE, PUR YOUR ARMS AROUND HER and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her LIKE WHAT SUPERMAN, BATMAN, AND SPIDERMAN, ULTRAMAN, GABAN, etc DO!
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and puther head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. WHEN WALKING NEXT TO EACH OTHER, GRAB HER HAND
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and WIPE AWAY HER TEARS.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her (if you have nice voice ONLY!!)
45. ALWAYS REMIND HER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER. you'll never know when she needs just a lil more love. (Coz girl is forgetful)

Cheers
-Abbie-

Bye Bye My Dear 'Twist & Shape'

Sunday, 13 May 07, 10.00pm at home

Hi Little Diary,
Aku baru sedihhhh... karna aku harus berpisah dengan my dear 'Twist & Shape'!! Aku harus menjualnya karna terlalu berat and gede untuk dibawa ke Japan, kita bakal bawa printer gedee karna udah terlanjur beli and sayang utk dijual.. Ron gak mau kita kayak org kampung "Benyamin masuk kota" wkt datang ke Japan bawa (read: 'nyunggi') dus banyak, gede2 pula.. So, aku harus merelakan Twist & Shapeku untuk dijual... Nggak tau kenapa rasanya sedihh banget sampe tadi tidur siangpun aku gak nyenyak, terasa sedih banget wkt inget kalo hari ini hari perpisahanku dengannya.. tadi pagi aku pake twist & shape untuk yg terakhir kalinya.. ini aku upload poto terakhirnya waktu aku pack twist & shape ke kotaknya.. menarik plastik penutupnya dengan hati2...

Aku baru beli bulan Oct taon lalu.. belum juga genap berumur 7 bulan dan sekarang orang lain telah memilikinya.. baru tadi jam 7.30pm aku mengantarkan kepergiannya sampai ke depan MRT control station and seseorang berbaju hitam menyambutnya dengan senyuman, memberikan uang kepadaku, and bye bye... hoaaaaaaaa..... *sempet aku meliriknya untuk yang terakhir kalinya dan kulihat lelaki berbaju hitam tadi sedang membopong my twist & shape dengan mesranya*.
Habislah kisahku dengan my Twist & Shape mulai hari ini.. kucoret daftar listku di "Hargenas" yg tentang Twist & Shape jadi sekarang aktivitasku cuman tinggal 9, tidak lagi 10... semoga lelaki berbaju hitam, pemiliknya yang baru memperlakukannya dengan baik.. kulihat dia berbadan besar, ototnya kencang, berambut jabrik, bermata sipit dan berbibir tipis agak sadis.. pasti dia akan menginjak-injak pedal dan menarik-narik tali penarik Twist & Shape lebih keras dari apa yang kulakukan biasanya.. ohhhh!!
Aku berharap bakal bisa nemu alat sejenis Twist & Shape lagi nanti kalo udah sampe Japan. Thank you, Twist & Shape.. walaupun badanku sekarang masih gembur2 dan belum meling2 seperti yang diiklankan di TV, tetep aja aku ngrasa kalo dia sudah sangat membantu sekali dalam pembentukan badanku hingga jadi seperti skg ini..
Bye bye my dear Twist & Shape....

Cheers
-Abbie-

5.08.2007

My Outdoor Pre-Wed Photos ^_^

Tuesday, 8 May 07, 9.51am in office

Hi Diary, I just received photos from King yesterday.. hihihi.. so here I upload for you.. these outdoor photos haven't been touched up yet but at least you can see the real pictures of the island that I was talking about..






Cheers
-Abbie-

5.05.2007

2 months Before the Wedding/Moving to Japan

Saturday, 5 Apr 07, 6.19pm in my room

Hi my little diary..
Today I started to develop my wedding website. Actually the reason I want to make my own website isn't only for our wedding, I want to continue updating the site with our stories after the wedding too, like the honeymoon, the newlyweds story, and the baby (oopss..)! Don't worry, little diary, it doesn't mean that I'll abandon you.. you're still my private diary, that website is just to upload pictures and summary of my life. See, you're still more important and more personal to me. Anyway, I have the design template already, just need to fix the contents and tune up the design. Developing a website is not easy! It's very time consuming and sometimes irritating because every single things need attention.. arghh!

Beside developing website and collecting materials for the website, I also use my time (when Ron's not around) by learning Japanese! Yoohoo! Before he left, he bought me several books for me to read and learn and understand: "Japanese for Dummies" (to learn the language), "The Rough Guide to Tokyo" (to learn the culture, lifestyle, etc). He was right when he bought the Japanese for Dummies, the book is very clear and easy to understand. *Of course! It's meant for dummies..*

Now I only have 2 more weeks to stay in Singapore. Now I'm busy scheduling my time to meet up with my friends here. When I told them I'd go overseas for good, they wanted to see me to say bye bye and wish me a good luck... now I feel sad leaving them although I don't really meet up with them when I'm in Singapore.

I've booked my air ticket to Indonesia on 22 May and will be back to Singapore again (for few days transit before flying to Japan) on 12 July (just 4 days after our wedding).

Everyone says that I'm very lucky to have chance to live in Japan. I was also very excited when I knew that we're moving there. What I'm still excited about living in Japan are:
1. Japan has winter!
2. Japanese fashion is very elegant and cute (I can dress up as cute as Japanese??)
3. My skin will look good because of the weather and the Japan-made cosmetics (Japan is popular with its great skin treatment)
4. I'll have chance to design my house in Japanese style
5. I can be a novelist! Yeeee!!! (read: I don't need to work! Huahahahaha!)

Now, I start thinking:
1. How my life will be like in Japan?
2. Will I have friends there?
3. Will I be able to speak Japanese fluently one day?
4. Will Ron be so busy with his work? (because Japanese is popular as the most workaholic worker in Asia) Will he be able to coupe with the stress level in the working environment there?
5. Can I go back to work, at least earn some money, one day in the future? I feel uneasy depending on husband for the whole my life.
6. Where will be our next destination country? and when will that time come?

My life will totally be changed after 2 months! Cip2 and her husband told us that usually people greet a newly wed couple "Selamat Menempuh Hidup Baru", that greeting will be very suitable for us. We'll have a new life, new culture, new environment, new work, new house, new friends, new language, new lifestyle, and of course the existence of new life-partner! Too many changes are happening at the same time! I know it's God's plan on us..

"Don't think too much, Abbie.. just do what you can do, one at a time.. live well, shop well, eat well, sleep well..." Yeah, those are what I'm good at! :D

Cheers
-Abbie-

5.04.2007

Oopss.. I got Handbags

Friday, 4 May 07, 7.16pm in office

My little diary, I just received very good news from Ron. Hahahaha.. I can't stop laughing.. hahahaha.. ok enough enough... hahahaha *still not enough* hahahahahahahaha... Oh My God! hahaha... Oh My God! Hahaha.. oopss.. hahahahahaha......

Ok, serious mood on now. Ehem ehem.. Ron bought a handbag in US for me, from my favorite brand, DIOR!!! And another bonus handbag from COACH! Oh, I lop him coooo much!! Oopss.. it's not because he bought me branded handbags then I love him.. I mean I love him more now.. hihihihi.. *asikk bisa kembaran tas and dompet Diorku (given by cip2) sekarang*

Here I upload the pics for you.

D.I.O.R + C.O.A.C.H

I should commemorate today, 4 May 2007 as one of important moments in my life.. *masukin tiang pancang* because.. because.. I believe that if there's the first one, there would be the second one and the third one and the fourth one etc etc etc.. You got what I mean? It means that from today onwards,.....................oopss suddenly remembered he told me "Jangan ketagihan minta barang branded lagi loh ya"! It's ok, just keep the faith in your heart and keep praying and dream will come true! Hahahaha... Woohooo...!!

I told him to really take care of these bags, treat them as his own babies coz I'm scared he carelessly puts inside the luggage and *mak nyett*. Then, he told me that he was going to send 'my babies' by courier to Indonesia hahaha.. what a great service! Wait wait, how if the deliveryman lost it? Or if the deliverywoman likes it and wants to take it?? or if the bag "ketrocohan" water while in the ship? Should I ask him to send by air? In the plane also can be "ketrocohan" water from the aircon. So how?? May God bless them..

Cheers
-Happy Abbie-

4.30.2007

2nd Day without Ron

Monday, 30 Apr 07, 7.37pm in office

Hi my diary,
Today is the second day without Ron. Dunno why now I get used to be with him everyday eventhough we don't meet up everyday but at least I know he's there in the same city as me, I feel secured; so now he's not around I feel lost! This morning he sms me, he reached New York already. Thanks God he's safe! Nowadays I feel scared about flying with plane.. maybe it's because of too many plane accidents happening recently. Because of the time difference, it's not easy for us to communicate now.. it's exactly 12 hours time difference! Now I feel like getting crazy, sleeping by hugging a picture like in sinetron-sinetron.. *whose picture??*------ *mau tau aje deh loe!!* ^_^ *malu ahh..*

I just ate a slice of Pizza, given by my client, Pizza Hut. I should thank my designer, James, to maintain good relation with this client so that we can enjoy Pizza more hahaha.. oopss.. I should control my weight.. ok ok I still remember that I'm on diet! But.. but.. but.. please give me some time to enjoy first.. having diet everyday, never ending, is very tiring, you know!

I should go home now.. tomorrow is public holiday coz it's labour day! Well, usually I'm happy if I don't need to work but now I don't know what should I do tomorrow.. my mum asked me to go on leave whenever I don't want to go to work but I think this time I better be busy with my work so time will fly faster..

It's now 7.50pm here, it should be 7.50am in New York.. he almost wake up now! hehehe... I don't want to be like cheepie-cheepo couple who always missy lovey dovey all the time, what happen with you, Abbie??!! Wake up!! No, I better sleep more so I won't have chance to do stupid cheepie-cheepo things...

Bye, diary..

Cheers
-Abbie-

4.29.2007

Our Wedding Invitation Card

Sunday, 29 Apr 07, 12.23pm in my room

Hello again my Little Diary.. our wedding invitation card is now ready. Here it is:

Front View (w/ our initials) + 1st Page (Our Marriage Vows) - designed by me :P


2nd Page View (Indo Version at the left, Chinese Version at the right side)

Cheers
-Abbie-

Pictures in Jakarta

Sunday, 29 Apr 07, 11.55am in my room

Hi Little Diary,
Here I uploaded some photos when I went to Jakarta last week. Because I was the one who took all the pics, I don't have pictures of me when fitting my gown nor doing the make-up huhuhuhuhu..... nobody took pics for me! Never mind.. at least I still got chance to take these photos.. ^_^

Ron fitting his suit @ Pizzaro + Technical Meeting with King Photo

Crossing to Bidadari Island (Harbour @ Ancol) + In the ship


Lunch with the crew @ island + Me with Ron ready for the shots!

Cheers

-Abbie-

Ron's gone to US.... :(

Sunday, 29 Apr 07, 10.13am at home

Morning my little diary,
One good news, Ron and I bought the rings from T&Co last friday!! Finally.. phew! Then, we went to Equinox for drinks to celebrate our last dating (We'll meet up again in July on the wedding day itself). We enjoyed Singapore scenery at night from that 70-storey building. It was a nice experience for me, a 26-yr old girl came to a night bar for the first time (and maybe for the last time)! *uhuk* But, I'm still glad that I did it before I get married.. :P

One bad news, Ron has gone to US last nite at 10.35pm huhuhu.. Eh, I haven't uploaded my bf's pic in this blog ya? Ok, here he is. hehehe..... I took his picture when he was checking-in in the airport last nite. I cried in airport when he said bye-bye..... why did I feel so sad? It's just 2 months, Abbie.. Well, we only can realize how someone means a lot to us when he's about to go.. Maybe it's God's plan to separate us for few months before our wedding so we can appreciate each other more! Yes, it must be.... *menghibur diri*
Just now Ron MSN me that he reached Korea already. Now he's in Seoul with his friends till the next flight to New York at 8pm tonite! I'm alone and lonely here..........*ngeeng.. nguing..* (suara nyamuk beterbangan menyambar-nyambar sampai terdengar jelas).
Jia You, Abbie! 3 more weeks to go and I'll go back home.. I won't feel as lonely as now when I'm surrounded by my family..
Cheers
-Abbie-

4.26.2007

My 'T & Co' Wedding Ring

Thursday, 26 Apr 07, 9.35pm in my room

Hi again my diary..
I got good news for you! Ron will buy me wedding bands from Tiffany & Co! :D The ring is damn damn damn damn damn beautiful! People say that beautiful ring should be owned by beautiful woman, or beautiful woman should own a beautiful ring? I guess Both are correct! I'm not sure if I'm beautiful, what I'm sure is that ring is super beautiful!!! (Does it mean that I'm also s*per bea*tiful?). The ring I've been dreaming of in my night dream and day dream (more on day dream)! After hunting rings like mad in Singapore and Indonesia, the ring from T & Co is the prettiest ever ring I've ever seen and of course it's super expensive.. huhuhuhu.. people say "ono rego ono rupo". You know what I mean rite? Sounds like Japanese? hahaha.. sorry it's not Japanese, it's Javanese.. *no wonder it sounds similar*

We're going to take our rings tomorrow evening.. If it's fated to be ours, they will have ready stock in their outlet.. otherwise we need to wait for around 2 months for ordering, I worry if we don't have time for ordering since our wedding is just around 2 months from now! Little Diary, help me praying tonite, okay??

Cheers
-Abbie-

My Pre-Wedding Photo Shots


Thursday, 26 Apr 07, 8.35pm at home

Hello my Little Diary,
I was just back from my trip to Jakarta. This trip was so tiring.. but it was quite fun! Got lots of things to share with you about this Jakarta trip hihihi..

I went to Jakarta this time to have my pre-wedding photo taken. Here is my pic after the make-up. We chose the location for our outdoor shots at Bidadari Island, it's a small island near Jakarta. This island is very romantic and unique, different with what I've ever visited. I'll update some of my pictures here soon, kay? ^_^ Because I insisted to get the photos taken on this island, we had to do the indoor shots the next day.. there wasn't enough time to do everything in one day. It's damn tiring.. I spent the whole 2 days with thick make-up and 'sasakan' hair. I really pity my hair, my hair is already so little yet they still need to suffer from hot roll, spray, hair colour, and 'sasakan' is the worst one! Oh dear, I think I lost lots of hairs just because of this 2 days photo shots. :( I can't imagine how many hair strings left after the whole events (I still need to go through at least 2 more events, maybe more!).

Maybe you don't understand why I'm so worried about my hair. I'm almost bold! If you force me to reveal my secret, I used wigs during the photo shots! I know some people using wigs to get longer, thicker, or permed hair after their hair being "konde'd" (dunno what's the english term for 'konde'?), but my case is different, the salon put few stripes of hairs for my front hair (poni), can you imagine how bad I was feeling knowing that even I didn't have enough hairs to cover my 'bathuk'?? They also didn't want the flash to be reflected back through my empty shinny scalp, that's why the photographer always took my picture from my right angle coz my hair path was on the left! I don't bluff you, I'm really sad to say that it's a true story, the photographer told me so. Of course he told me politely that I look better from my right angle coz my right head is black and more hairy.. do you think it's polite enough? Well, he was just stating the fact, I don't blame him. When one of the 'mbak' helped me taking off all the hair accessories including the wigs after everything finished, I told her "Jangan kaget lho mbak, saya tuh sebenernya gak punya rambut, ini semua tuh wig!" She was so shocked "Ahhhh masak seh???" then she pulled all my hair!! Auwww... She really thought I was 'botak'! Damn damn damn!!

The photographer also always took my picture with my back facing camera (my head was turned a bit to the camera of course!). He told me (initially) that it's an art to do it that way. But finally he told me that it's a good way to solve 'dada yg bidang and lengan yg berdaging' issues. Does he expect me to thank him to take my picture from my best angles? Or should I scold him for insulting my deepest feeling? I've decided to thank him hahahahaha... I saw the photos and he's right! If he took picture from my front view, I think I would go inside my blanket and hide forever.. and ever.. until somebody who can do digital imaging comes to cut my meaty arms on my pictures!

Aiyah, why I talked about my bad experiences here? I should tell you happy happy experiences like.. "My wedding dress is just nice on my body now!" Last time it was so tight till it couldn't be zipped up! Now it closes perfectly (still have space somemore for err.. 0.01mm I guess). This means that I have slimmed down. Aha! :D

I have more bad experiences than the good ones? hmmm.... #!^&*!@^&!*(@#!#!!!
Let me think and find more good things...

Cheers
-Abbie-

4.21.2007

What a Miracle!

Saturday, 21 Apr 07, 10.06am in my room..

Morning Little Diary,
Last time I really wanted to write something but suddenly the connection had problem and I should shut down my computer. And, this week I've been so busy since I was not in duty for 2.5 days on the previous week because I was sick.

I've so many things to update you
1. Yesterday
Yesterday I just handed in my resignation letter. What a surprise? I resigned because.. because.. later I tell you ^_^

2. Today
Today I'm going to watch movie. Yipee.. I got free pair of movie tickets from our client, Samsung. My bf and I are also planning to continue our wedding ring hunting again today before we go back to Jakarta to compare which one is better.

3. Tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll fly to Jakarta to have my pre-wedding pictures taken and to do some wedding preparations like fitting gown, fitting suits, and check out the wedding rings again there! My future parents in-law will also be there to help us settling those issues. I'll be in Jakarta till Thursday 26 Apr.

4. Next Month
I'll go back to Indonesia next month since I resigned already. Ron will also be in US starting next week so I better go back to Indo to have more quality time with my dear family. There are lots of things to pack up because I'll no longer stay in Singapore. My brother ngoik will come to Singapore to help me packing. What a great brother!! :D

5. 3 Months Later
Little Diary, remember that I'll get married in July? It's less than 3 months from now. There's another big thing that will happen in my life. After marriage, my future hubby and me will move to Japan. Ron got job offer that requires him to be stationed in Japan. It's not from ordinary company, he has been employed as an important person by one of the biggest finance company in the world! Remember the "Extremely Happy Day Ep 1 and 2"?? This is what I meant! I was praying so hard for him to get a nice and decent job. He's a smart person, he's always been the best student since he was kid so people tend to see him as a standard. I pity him that it gives him so much pressure. Really.. it does give him pressure at least for the last 1 year since he finished his PhD thesis!

He's now still a beginner in finance industry (his background is from civil engineering but he decided to change line to finance considering bright prospect in this industry). I know that many people look down on him because of his current achievement. We know that after his training finishes, a bright future is ahead of him! But we must wait.. we must endure what people talk about behind him. Yes, they talk behind him but I regret that I heard it! Oh manz, the world is really not fair. If ordinary people fail, why people don't really bother?? If a person who used to be successful fails, why people make a big fuss of it??

Now the time has come! God is good! He gives the best job for him in terms of the career prospect, company's name, and especially money (well, that's what people always look at and compare and gossip!). The job that nobody in his team gets! But God gives it to him.. Thanks God! It does bring his confidence level back as both a top performer and as a guy who'll marry a girl from a wealthy family! I really pray that he can keep his spirit and performance up although I know it must be tough for him. There's no turning back, once he's up there, he must be up there till the end! I suddenly remember what my brother, Andy, told my mum when she asked him to be no 1 in his class. He said "I don't want, Mum. Because I'll need to be no 1 forever and it's very tiring and stressful". I absolutely agree with Andy!

Anyway, we're planning to shift to Japan mid of July after our wedding and have a 2-week honeymoon there before he starts work on August. See, once again God is amazing! I thought there's no honeymoon for us considering our tight financial situation but He takes care of everything! There's no more extremely happy day, it's a miraculous day!!

Aja Aja Abbie!

Cheers
-Abbie-

p.s now you know why I resigned and go back to Indo next month, rite? ^_^